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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

a change of heart

why am i ashamed of the feelings i have for you
why am i afraid of us?
why do i hesitate to look at you?
why do i hesitate to say your name?
why do i fear for what others might think of us?
why do i care how we look when you  hold my hand?
why do i push you off when you touch me?
that's not the feeling i had before...
i used to love to look at you
i loved to say your name all the time
i didn't car if we looked good or bad while holding hands
i was happy when you touched me..
felt like an ecstasy
then why did my heart change?
is it because of what others said at us?
well i don't want this anymore!!!
i want my heart to change back to what it was before
i want to stand by you and not care about what others has to say..
i want to fall in love with you allover again!!!